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Transcription of a letter to whom it may concern: [08 Feb 2005|01:41pm]
I never once woke up in a better place or time.
I'm out of places to go.
Out of things to do to convince
myself that I'm helping doing well.
I've come to the conclusion that I've done all the things I will do in this life.
Learned all the things I will learn.
Experienced all that I will experience.
At this point I am only a burden to those around me.
The people that care about me have been given enough grief.
I am choosing to relieve that which surrounds me of my biting presence.
I've been trying to convince myself for some time that if I keep trying that then one day I'll be where I want to be.
Not struggling,
not dependant,
not indebted to anyone.
Then what?
I'm a terrible, greedy, selfish person who will never be satisfied with life.
I'm sorry.
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